I would love to feel normal and to be able to think and do things and not zone off in to my own world as if I am living from the outside looking in. Normal tasks and progression Just seem mission impossible for me
I can somewhat understand wanting to be normal, but for me it would be removing who I am to get rid of my Asperger's. I'm also not sure I want to be normal if that means low IQ, lack of clarity, being illogical, all the problems that "normal" people seem to experience when I look on and think "why the f**k did you do that".
But that's part of the point, insomuch that NT's don't see their illogical, inconsistent and ambiguous behaviours as 'wrong' - instead, they consider us as 'wrong' for being too rigid, too definitive and too honest. To them, our lack of flexibility and over-thinking is what makes us 'disabled'. NT's are in the clear majority, ergo their behaviour is established as the norm. And, we all naturally want to feel part of the herd.