The list goes on and on and on...
No wonder I'm medicated, makes me want to bore a hole through myself just for being one of you. My freedom will only come when I'm free from you for good. Hence why I know how to euthanize myself peacefully because it is my legal right to choose to do so. Any further hostile intervention without my consent will be seen as just another attack against my own capacity to dealing with you.
Want to cure me? You can start by giving myself back without the BS. Failing that, at least we can exist together without killing each other, right? Wrong! You can't because you are you. And nothing will change the existential depravity that you drive into other life.
My path of self consumption will only end when you end your malicious ways and finally free to breath to be myself. You can hide my psychache with drugs but you can't hide me from myself. I am me, and there's not a damn thing you can do about it. But I'm concerned that it maybe too late to save me from myself from future incursions. Neurosis has a terrible habit of wreaking things before the good has even begun.
I think I need to wash my hair... The scabs on my head are building up again. Wonder what must be causing them. Oh yeah, life.
This Thread appeared last Friday.
And NAS has been unusually busy replying to Posts upon a Saturday... Except to this Thread, so far.
NAS sometimes follows me, and so I am posting in order to draw attention to this Thread. I agree with some of it, and so can offer little advice that is acceptable for this Forum.
Would be nice to leave something behind that is bigger than myself...
You know, I have my whole life to give and that's exactly what I'm going to give to you. If you don't like it, than stop screwing up people's lives with disorders that they didn't ask for.
Hi there, just a suggestion, if you say things where you directly address your enemies (that is NTs, as if they were all the same, but that isn't for me to argue about), could you please try and not reply to some individual at the same time? I mean, it's no problem if you reply to an individual and it's clear that you talk about a third person/group, but the way you do it someone may misunderstand it and think you are so angry with them, which could potentially hurt that person, especially if they did perhaps try to say something nice which does happen here now and then.