Hello I am starting to have thoughts of suicide as unfortunately I feel that I cannot cope with life any longer as nobody seems to listen or understand when I do not like change as I always like everything to be the same, who I am and what I am like as a person and also when I still need a lot of help as an adult as I suffer from severe anxiety and mental health issues too as well as autism. I just do not know what to do anymore!!!!
I recommend you seek professional help for your anxiety and mental health.
Mental Health Matters' web chat is available in Kent and Medway, Coventry and Warwickshire, and Plymouth (http://www.mentalhealthmatters.com/our-services/helpline-services/time-online/).
Please consider contacting the Samaritans (https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us).
Thank you for the link to mental health matters webchat but it is a shame they do not do my area which is Birmingham because otherwise it would have been perfect for me.