30!!! Adult? Feel about 12!!!

Do any of you feel a lot younger than your years? I'm 30 (?!). I feel about 12 a lot of the time. I walk, and feel like running, there is a spring in my step, an energetic need to jump, to dance, to giggle. Conversely, I sometimes get an extreme sense of immobility, when my legs feel like lead and are hard to move. It's either one or the other, with me. The intense energy tends to come first thing in the morning, and often after an interest binge. I feel about 5 ha!. How can I be 30? Adult? What?

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  • Yep, seems very familiar. Not when it is about sort of technical work things or so, but anything social and my age shrinks to a third, which is not exactly useful because it's seen as intentional and unprofessional or bad in some other way. Guess I would find myself immature if I could watch myself, but being in the middle of it I can't stop it and behave like an adult...

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