Well this has all been very cosey and quite fun for a bit. The PCT in surrey delivered its verdict today over six years after my first knock on the door. NO you cannot get assessed at the lorna wing centre. No you cannot have treatment at a trauma clinic. So I must get back on the merry go round. There is no adult autism health care provision in surrey.
Hey ho. Well I am off to crawl back under the silent invisible rock I came out from under, I have been my own doctor, councellor carer and trauma specialist my whole life.
To the people who helped along the way I owe much grattitude.
The statement is an apperition that will eventually appear, the psycotherapy will no longer be required and they will be please of the quick vacant spot to fill eagerly.
It has been my experience in the excitement of the possibility of being recognised and the wake if stating "I Exist" that life has moved on in the 35 years I have hidden under a rock. NaHHHHHHHHH we take better care of the cows in the westcountry, than people care for people in the east in my experience.
So tarra and take care the hansard bill will be effective in a couple of generations and the rest will be history.
I for one will not beg for crumbs under tables any longer. I will not ask for help again, and the medical profession is not a safe go to place. Be warned.
It has been fun but the chineese understand HOPE is a deamon and brings only pain and dissaster, my finding is so.